I don't know from where I can begin. This is a challenging thread for me. I think am inn since I came on Earth and for sure before. I just remembered few years ago that I am here for a mission lol. But like many light workers like me we are helped with much energy in a moment and that moment came on 2006 for me spreading a new way to see the world. I decided on 2003 to begin a doctorate degree and in 2006 I had it with success; my mentor and professor Jacques Cortès was and still is very proud of me. I wrote nearly 700 pages about a political leader analyzing his speeches about Francophonie and while doing this work during those 3 years I was feeling deeply his spiritual presence, Habib Bourguiba was the first president of Tunisia (which is my birth country, and where I first had my Master In French Language and Literature on June 1990). So while writing my thesis I was drawn by Bourguiba's spirit to read the philosophers who influenced him in an intellectual and a spiritual levels, and that had an impact on my writings later and my researches. I was in my area as interdisciplinary person with interdisciplinary skills and could not be stuck in the Linguistics domain, as it is ruled here in France. I am a free willing researcher and wanted to show in my writing that knowledge cannot be separated in different domains, it is a whole. All is linked in the scientific or any other human knowledge and I was completely drawn to complexity. I am still convinced today that eclecticism is the way to bring peace on Earth, in human's hearts and the way to get out of the struggles the conflicts, wars and inequality between humans and countries all over the world. Complexity is the key to bring Love and help us understand who we are and what we are here for as we are no more specialized in only one area but in multiple ones bringing unity inside. It always makes me remember Leonardo Da Vinci and the Renaissance period. I am also exuberant like Michel Angelo when he thinks of human physical shape as a divine place to be in a spiritual level too.
On 2006 after I had my doctorate I wanted to have my qualification and to step to a job at University here to teach what I know and that was the beginning of hard times in my personal life. I was teaching French in High Schools but not fixed terms jobs, and it was something I loved to do but was never satisfied as I had much more to say and to give to my students and felt the boundaries. That was limits I could no more bear but I needed to earn money for living.
On 2011 was the year my professional life begun to crush down. All came abruptly and I was seeing myself like a useless person no-one could give me any support, I was really suffering emotionally and physically, depression was there waiting for me to fall on my knees and take my life. But I am a Sag with a Lion ascendent and that is why I survived. Honestly, another person would never survive to this, many people were like " Wow how courageous she is " (LOL).
I carried on writing and editing as I am an editor in a scientific journal since 2007 with a group founded by my Professor Jacques Cortès here in France. I had very interesting experiences in editing and coordinating many of these during the last years ( 2007-2016).
On July 3, 2012, I was violently attacked by my husband. He has been and still is violent but that happened for a purpose it was a sign for me to move forward as many things in my personal life were no more serving me. I was stuck in there with a foggy future and he was not supporting me.
When I stepped out I found support for here in France violence is something serious on a jurisdictional level. I was out of it, but I could not see any issue. I just wanted to live. 4 years passed now and we are not yet divorced, so this is still so heavy in my life today.
One day, a friend of mine who helped me so much, and I loved her as a sister, gave me my Reconnection because I helped her son while he was not able to be at school, giving him lessons at home and helping him even on a spiritual level. Few months after I came in his life, he was back to school and that did not happen for a while for him.
Reconnection was the explosion of my spiritual gifts. I know my children used to tell me "You should have studied medicine mom !". I actually did that in another previous lives, but in this one my healing and psychic abilities came rushing on me to help me remember who I am. So I did the Seminars of Eric Pearl on February 2014 in Paris and had my I, II, III levels as a Reconnective Healing Practitioner and began my entrepreneurship on November 2013, few months ago. In the Academy of Rouen here they no more wanted me to teach French and told me I am not able to have authority in a classroom. But they did it for purpose.
I began meditating and doing some auto hypnosis session via Youtube before my Reconnection, and that helped me so much dealing with my wounds and my past. The way we learn from life is very shocking sometimes, but it is very important to go further along one path and to see what happens next.
Few days after my Reconnection my right hand was swollen and had a bloody wound in my palm between the index and the middle finger. It was very painful and felt much heat in my hand and my head was spinning around, I was driving home, and was no more able to handle the gears of the car. It was the most amazing sigh from a spiritual support coming in me and I was trying to understand what was happening to me, I found no one to help me, not even my friend who gave me my Reconnection. I don,'t blame her, I had to find my way alone as I need to learn alone to evolve, it is part of what I have been doing all my life : learning eternally by myself.
I had magical events in my journey : meeting my spiritual guides 7 days after my Reconnection you can have an idea about it in this article posted by Laron in Transient.info https://www.transients.info/2016/03/my-experiences-with-astral-projection.html
and many other gifts came. At that moment I could not realize I was astral travelling involuntarily but now I know. Many things were given to me for a purpose and they were showing up in my journey by themselves. I did not do anything to gain much power. I was learning things about my soul, and was always feeling aligned to Source.
My experience with the Transient group is a very important one since June 2015 when I joined. Things went faster and faster too. I found people like me and we felt a magical bond something was happening between us and that led me to Texas where I met some of those magical guys of my life: Laron, Bill, Kristie, Tammy, Kari, Lana, et many others.
I gave some free Reconnections there and the energies were very high even if it was also draining but it is part of that mission. I had my first QHHT session with Laron and saw things differently since that day. So much healing occurred in my life after that. A new world was open wide as I could really be myself doing what I love doing : healing and channelling and travelling.
My psychic abilities are now much more strengthened and I feel I am everywhere at the same time. This is so confusing for some people, but when I began drawing those trees, I felt a special connection to nature and to the multidimensional realms, I need to enhance this by drawing these Dragon-wave-trees because they connected me to Ben, my Druid friend from UK, and to Tammy who has been my shamanic teacher in a past life, to see what will unfold from all these experiences. Being here with you is a new journey for me too. This Roundtable helps me deal with Merlin's energy which runs in me. I hope that this is not too long for you to read.