This section below is an excerpt from one of my QHHT sessions with Lai,
The Cosmic Journey of Lai - Part 5, which can be found on transients.info
here. This part of the full transcribed session is focused on volunteer souls, some who purposefully pick specific events from the lives of souls who have committed suicide, so that they can not only show those souls that it is possible to get through such an experience, to teach them and help them grow spiritually, but to also set themselves up in the life that is coming up on Earth so that they can face extreme challenges and over come them, to raise their vibration faster to achieve their purpose as a volunteer on Earth for the shift and new earth situation.
In other words, because of the planned life path a volunteer has come in with, they need to attain a certain level of spiritual development to achieve their tasks. Because they are already of a higher vibration in terms of a soul, such challenges can be that little bit easier to face, as if they were a younger soul on Earth, it would be much more difficult. But that doesn't mean it's easy.. as volunteers are still human.
I find this information very important for anyone out there who may have an inkling, or a more solid feeling, that they are a volunteer soul. We pick a hard life for a reason, and that reason is explained very well within this QHHT session.
Volunteer Classes before the Earth Experience
Laron: "What do you see?"
Lai: "I am with a few others. I feel I am little also, like very young. I feel similar to being on Earth such as when I went to school. Kindergarten. But this is not Earth. There are some teachers here but I have not seen them yet. Near me is another soul and we are trying to.. we have something like a canvas. It feels like we are very happy because we are going to go somewhere."
Laron: "How many of you are there?"
Lai: "There are about twenty two of us. Now there is one teacher but there are more. The teacher is like energy, kind of like the form of a triangle floating above us. The color of the teacher is mostly blue but there is white also. Not dark blue, in between dark blue and light blue."
Laron: "What do those around you look like?"
Lai: "Like cartoon figures. They are not physical. We have structure. (Do you look like energy?) Yes, I think so, but maybe because of this class we have hands and legs. In this class everybody has to have hands and legs like a human. (Is that what the teacher said?) Yes. But we are small, like children. On the canvas we are deciding... what we will be when we are on Earth. We are choosing a body. Choosing... it's like a canvas. (In front of you?) Yes, but its more than just a canvas. We choose, we are choosing the body... no... there are hands.... what I am looking at in the canvas is, is that we can actually choose every part of the body that we will have."
I know a lot about this process in relation to planning lives, so I know that the situation may not be as simple as being able to choose every single aspect of how you are going to look like when you appear on Earth. I want to get to the bottom of this, hence the following questions I ask to try to do just that.
Laron: "Do each of you have your own body that you are working with?"
Lai: "Yes, each of us has one canvas each. All twenty two of us. We are looking at it."
Laron: "What does the space you are in look like? What surrounds you?"
Lai: "First it looked like a garden, but when you asked me, it then seemed like a hologram, not a real Garden. (Any walls or a surface below?) Well, it's like a garden, but its not a real garden. It's just turned into a garden now for this class. (You know its not real?) Yeah. So on the canvas we can choose the skin color, the hair, the eye colors, the teeth, but... this is not... I mean the choice of the body... I think we have had many classes before this, but today is choosing the body that fits out purpose. So we found out what our purpose was before this class."
Chanticleer - An American "Pleasure Garden" near Philadelphia - Flickr (CC BY-NC 2.0)
Laron: "Do you know what your purpose is?"
Lai: "I think we had kind of a life proposal beforehand, on Earth. So based on that, today is like a later class like we are choosing and getting ready to go. Other things have been done before so in this class we are choosing the body that will suit us. So it's not really like choice, though it feels like we have chosen anything that we wanted. But here we are so... mindful of what we have to do. That is how we are choosing the body, so we don't have much choice."
Laron: "What body do you choose?"
Lai: "I choose a light one. White. It looks like who I am now but I was supposed to be taller, as I was taller there. (What are the main differences to what you see now) Now we are choosing, but then its just like a blueprint, but it may change when we grow on Earth depending on many factors."
Laron: "Why would it change?"
Lai: "Because coming to Earth, it was all in our minds that we would do this and that, but then after coming we do not know anymore. So it will react. (Because you loose your memory when you come?) Yes. So we are choosing the best possible one here to suit the one... (To suit your purpose?) Yes. In real life on Earth when we will be physical, it will be so different. There are so many things such as gravity. There are so many things. We never know how it turns out in the end, but that was the initial planning."
Laron: "Do you have a feeling that you created that body, or were you simply being shown what you were going to look like on that canvas?"
Lai: "Showing. We are choosing, but not creating. (Choosing as in different bodies, or the details of one?) First we chose different bodies. (So you had a choice between different ones?) Yes, no.. not different bodies. We start with the skin color. (So you get to choose?) Yes. The hair color, the eye color. We can't do the shape of the eyes or the shape of the ears. There are priorities. First we choose the color of the skin. And then based on the color, if someone chose this color, they can not choose a certain hair color anymore. And then goes the next choice. The initial choice was the most important and then all of us go down different paths after that. We are already limited then by the previous constraints."
Laron: "Wouldn't those sort of things be worked out when you are born into the body though? How come you get the choice? How does that work?"
Lai: "We are choosing the body after we are assigned parents. After that we choose the body."
Laron: "So based on your choices, that is going to impact what you are going to look like. Is that right?"
Lai: "Yeah, so the body is the last thing actually. Because we did the other things before. (As in you had to pick the parents based on your role?) Yeah. And the place... first was the situations. First we were shown some cases. (You mean to be born into, you had different ones to choose from?) Yeah. Before that... we were shown many cases on Earth. We choose from those cases. That was a long time ago. I mean... we considered those cases and then we said how we are going to do something new about those cases, that no one has done before. (What do you mean by 'cases'?) Cases like a case study. So like with somebodies life, this happened and that happened. Most of the time the cases presented to us are people who committed suicide and killed them selves. But we don't know those people. (You're not looking at a future experience, but existing ones in the past that have happened?) Yes, a collection of life experiences from the ones that killed them selves. We are given choices, based on what we would do better when experiencing the same existing situations. (This is part of your classes?) Yes. So, what we would do better, but its not only to change those situations of doing it better as we have other purposes as well. We are volunteers, all twenty two of us."
Laron: "When you say volunteers, do you mean your not part of the regular..."
Lai: "Yeah. We are not supposed to be on Earth. We're supposed to go to Earth after this."
Laron: "Is this just a unique class for volunteer souls? (Yes) It's different to the standard process for the regular incarnated souls on Earth?"
Lai: "Yes. Right. All of us, we have never met a regular soul here. But then to go, we need to consider these things. Mostly its the suicide cases. But that doesn't define our real purpose to go. The purposes are for other reasons. Mostly to raise the vibrations. (Why raise vibrations?) To change the Earth because its not changing... (It needs help?) Yes. Volunteers also have to choose these difficult lives."
Laron: "So volunteers have to choose a life which is similar to those lives of souls who have made the conscious choice to end their lives?"
Lai: "Yes. If they are just {15 second pause} I am trying to look at many other classes that I have experienced. I choose the cases for my life, the ones we look at. "
Laron: "So there was a class where you were being shown these really hard lives that these people had that decided to end their life, and you learnt because of the situations they went through?"
Lai: "Yes. There is a class that shows many, many difficult... we didn't see their lives, but, when those that killed themselves died, they said that these were the conditions and reasons for them to decide of taking their own lives. So all of those are counted. I can see sequences. One, two three... (Events inside an individuals life?) Yes. But then I don't know the person. In our class they didn't show just one life sequence, they mixed them all and then we chose. Because to us, it looks funny to why they killed them selves. (You mean you don't understand why?) Yes."
Laron: "When you say you chose, what do you mean?"
Lai: "We say that we can do that, and this and that. (So you pick out certain situations from multiple lives, or just one?) There is a collection. (And you bring that into your planned life, which you had the canvas for?) Yes. Right. Exactly."
Laron: "Why have you all chosen those events, inside those peoples lives?"
Lai: "The teacher said we have to do this, or else... there are two reasons I think. One is that we have to show the ones who committed suicide... I think that when we complete our lives successfully, they are shown this again. So they... the ones who commit suicide, they are waiting somewhere. (Because time works a bit differently there right?) Yes."
Laron: "So when you return from successfully completing the life, they can see its possible that they could have done it themselves?"
Lai: "Yes. But then they don't know we are volunteers, they will just know that somebody else successfully did it because we also had other purposes. It's like we are doing two things, one is raising the vibration but we also chose those.... we have to choose those."
Laron: "So it's quite complicated the reasons why you are here?"
Lai: "Yes.
Laron: "What other information do you have about the class?"
Lai: "I know there is somebody near my right. She will be born as a girl. We are getting close. We are... it's like fun. This class is fun. All twenty two of us are not from the same place. This is the first time I have actually met others. They all come from other star systems. (What about you? Where do you come from?) {5-10 seconds pass} I still remember the old stories from the planet, from where I was taken to the grid. So I think after the grid I lived a lot in the beehive based location. From there I came. They came from other stars."
Laron: "Can you find out more information from one other, such as the person next to you perhaps?"
Lai: "Yes. Right now... I am confused okay. I was just going to ask, her star is with S. As we know, it could be Sirius. Somebody else is from Pleiadian. Six or seven are from the Pleiades. A... one two... (can you ask anyone to tell you the names? You could ask the teacher or a student?) Okay. Is there something A.. N... D... (Andromeda?) Yes. The girl is from Sirius. There is A... B...something... capital B... A..... There is one starting with G and V."
Laron: "So there are quite a few different ones? (Yes) Can you get the girl next to you to explain her experience of where she comes from? What does she exist as there?"
Lai: "I just see that there is water. Water based creatures. Her existence there is very happy. (What form does she take there?) To me it looks like the form changes. Sometimes I see her as a little girl, but not like a human, but like it was drawn with a pencil. I don't think that's a solid physical form. She looks very happy there. It's so colorful. (Is there land there as well?) Yes, land. (Colorful as in the colors are different?) Yes, they are very pink. Normally I don't like pink, but this color looks very good. The sky is also pink at this moment."
Laron: "Just return to the class now and see what else you can learn about what goes on in the class."
Lai: "I just suddenly feel it all makes sense. Suddenly I feel 'oh'. (Like an understanding?) Yes, like 'oh' that's the reason my body is like this today on Earth."
In relation to past life / in-between life therapy, the above moment is really important as the client has not just had these memories come back through this session, but they had the feeling come to them, a strong feeling this time within the session, providing them with a 'knowing' of why they are the way they are today on Earth, in this experience / life.
Laron: "Do you know how much choice non-volunteer souls have?"
Lai: "Yes, they also have choice. (The same choices around physical appearance?) I feel that their lives are easier as they have less things to do. Only a few things to do often. They have less choices than us but things are easier, they don't have to take special cases. I don't have any other information about this now. "
Laron: "That's alright, just return to the class and see what you can tell me."
Lai: "The Pleiadian's, they look a bit more serious. {laughter} (Do you know why they are serious?) I think that is just the nature of all of them. More serious means they don't laugh so much. (Not as much fun?) Yeah {laughter} It looks like we are choosing, but we don't have much choice. (Not as much choice as you thought?) No. Based on the things I wanted to do, because the more we do, those difficult cases... there is a compilation of the difficult things, that the suicide souls went through, from that list of events the more we choose, the more powerful we are supposed to be on Earth. Now I understand that."
This all ties into 'soul contracts' and the paths we take throughout our life. While we have freewill, we will have planned our experience every time we come. While volunteer souls function a little bit differently, they still come under the same system that all life is under, while on Earth.
I just want to mention that I think it is hilarious having the information come up about the Pleidians seeming more serious in that class. I have a few friends which have a strong Pleiadian connection, and I find them a tad more serious than other volunteers I know. In other words, that makes sense to me.
Laron: "How does that work?"
Lai: "More powerful, by that I mean that... because we are supposed to forget everything, if we choose more difficulty then we are supposed to get more memory. Like the more memory will come back from outside of Earth... the more difficult items we choose from the list, the more pieces of memory we will get."
Laron: "What you are learning now in this session, is that a piece of memory?"
Lai: "Yes, like this. If you want, we can look at a previous class but this class is funny... fun. So it seems like we didn't pick a boring class like I told you when I first came here to the class. It seems like it was already done, I only had this and that left. (So you were more of an observer in this class, you were not so much manipulating, you were being shown things?) Yes."
Laron: "Back to what you said about power, so you said volunteer souls can get more memory back. Are there any other benefits from choosing a difficult life?"
Lai: "Yes. All the benefit comes in terms of... since being born on Earth we have to forget all the memories. The most valuable thing on Earth would be for us to remember those as soon as possible, right? Because often we don't want to live on Earth. The sooner... you know. (The more memories we have, the more help this will be to us on Earth?) Yes. Faster we will... so we can finish our mission faster. (And make the mission easier?) Yes, faster is easier. Because as it goes late... we may create you know, nothing is written as a destiny, as we hear when people say there is destiny. It's not written, each day is variable. Every day we are doing something and things just keep changing and changing. So if there are millions of possibilities that we face, there is a possibility of being delayed. So that is why sooner... that is where the hard thing comes in. The harder choices we pick, the faster we get our memories back. Because the memories will remind us of what we are meant to do."
Laron: "In relation to your soul contract and path, are there certain things that are meant to happen?"
Lai: "Yes. (Because you could call that destiny, there is destiny I think, but there is also a lot of free will and unknowns) Yes. (And that can change the destiny, can't it?) Yes. There are three teachers. I see one today. I think they are the same ones that taught me to heal, remember I had three on a planet that taught me how to grow plants. (The same ones?) Yes, I think. I just see like a triangle, but... as if its a piece of cloth.. no its like a tent {laughter}, the teacher is like a tent, but.. its floating. (On purpose?) Yes, I think so. {laughter} It keeps moving but I don't see the face, like somebody being under a cloak but you don't see any physical body parts."