It has been a helluva week Godlings.........Schrödinger's Other Cat has listed a series of energy readings which mean nothing to my head but everything to my heart
I have known since Wednesday that something profound had shifted in me but could not put my finger on it till this morning.
All my relationships in the last three or four months have been a Source of grief for me.........one in particular. I have wept so much and so suddenly as I am gripped with grief and loss that not a day goes by without some mourning episode. Sitting, weeding, I can just burst into tears. Luckily my H.S. does tend to make sure I am alone, but even so, I know every toilet between here and Ayr station and I never leave the house without lots of tissues in my coat pocket. Much of the grief in the last couple of weeks has been around the thought "It is all so easy, I just have to love, why have I taken so long to learn this?"
Come Wednesday morning, I found myself in a situation where I had to confront an unpleasant drama involving someone I care about very deeply. I was attacked verbally, horribly with accusations that would have crucified me a month ago. Instead, I just looked at him with love and total acceptance. I did not rebut his claims, nor did I retaliate. He real*eyesed that it was not working out the way he expected and stopped with a very slight bemused smile. I spent the rest of the day in a state of silent celebration.
Yesterday I chanced to meet him again. The change was quite remarkable. He was kind, gentle, caring and soft. His armour had diminished. I knew something profound had happened to us both, but what?
Only today did I finally understand. We both experienced the power of unconditional love. This is a new energy for me to experience and I am sure my friend has never felt it before.
This morning in meditation, I have been infused with it. This is the reason for all the grief I have been clearing; every wound that blocked this energy from taking up residence in my heart presented itself. Each had to be understood energetically and released through grief.
I sense the world is holding her breath as she waits for all of us to graduate from whatever energetic issue we have chosen to confront in this lifetime. I came in with the energy of healing in my soul blueprint so I had to create the deepest wounds to heal and understand.
I always believed that the most healing act I could perform was to wake someone up. But now I see that unconditional love is the real healer.
This is such a new energy for me, I am going to have to take time to navigate it, but I do feel I will not do it but be it.
Love to hear about anyone else's breakthroughs, past or imminent. It is such a great time to be alive.
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I have known since Wednesday that something profound had shifted in me but could not put my finger on it till this morning.
All my relationships in the last three or four months have been a Source of grief for me.........one in particular. I have wept so much and so suddenly as I am gripped with grief and loss that not a day goes by without some mourning episode. Sitting, weeding, I can just burst into tears. Luckily my H.S. does tend to make sure I am alone, but even so, I know every toilet between here and Ayr station and I never leave the house without lots of tissues in my coat pocket. Much of the grief in the last couple of weeks has been around the thought "It is all so easy, I just have to love, why have I taken so long to learn this?"
Come Wednesday morning, I found myself in a situation where I had to confront an unpleasant drama involving someone I care about very deeply. I was attacked verbally, horribly with accusations that would have crucified me a month ago. Instead, I just looked at him with love and total acceptance. I did not rebut his claims, nor did I retaliate. He real*eyesed that it was not working out the way he expected and stopped with a very slight bemused smile. I spent the rest of the day in a state of silent celebration.
Yesterday I chanced to meet him again. The change was quite remarkable. He was kind, gentle, caring and soft. His armour had diminished. I knew something profound had happened to us both, but what?
Only today did I finally understand. We both experienced the power of unconditional love. This is a new energy for me to experience and I am sure my friend has never felt it before.
This morning in meditation, I have been infused with it. This is the reason for all the grief I have been clearing; every wound that blocked this energy from taking up residence in my heart presented itself. Each had to be understood energetically and released through grief.
I sense the world is holding her breath as she waits for all of us to graduate from whatever energetic issue we have chosen to confront in this lifetime. I came in with the energy of healing in my soul blueprint so I had to create the deepest wounds to heal and understand.
I always believed that the most healing act I could perform was to wake someone up. But now I see that unconditional love is the real healer.
This is such a new energy for me, I am going to have to take time to navigate it, but I do feel I will not do it but be it.
Love to hear about anyone else's breakthroughs, past or imminent. It is such a great time to be alive.
https://schrodingersothercat.blogspot.co.uk/2017/10/timeline-bucklage.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed:+SchrdingersOtherCat+(Schrödinger's+Other+Cat)
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