Hello my friends,
Omg I had not seen this one before, sorry, I know I have been very disconnected lately. I am spending most of my time offline, except when I do some healing work with my partner. I am hoping to come back soon enough though.
First of all, I find your article very interesting
Laron and I consider so much of my spiritual growth based on so much that I have read directly from other people, all kinds of personal experiences from others, from younger people to older people. The value I see in this is that if for example someone who speaks about something in particular and the information is spread, a way to really know if what this person says really can be generalized or not is precisely to know through personal experiences how much it can be true or not. In the end that is what makes life interesting, the uniqueness of each soul spark.
As for your dragon experience
Hailstones Melt I find these kinds of experiences not so uncommon. I have had before experiences with all kinds of beings that look and feel either negative or positive, but from the negative ones, there is always something very interesting to learn and to understand in depth, where this darkness comes from.
I was able to see from my own record two dragon aspects that were absolutely not of the positive kind. One was a black dragon and one was dark green, but the dark green one had such a snarling negative attitude, that even if it was an aspect of my soul, I felt bad just to see her eyes LOL. She said that I would understand why her anger and coldness. Those two were among the very worst lifetimes, but here is in summary how a being can turn like that. The one who is my closest guide, who is a soul sister, has also shown up to me in either the most loving forms or forms that I really fear. She always says that I fear what I do not understand about her. However, I notice a pattern in this, when it comes to lifetimes in which, as she became older, her constant negative experiences turned her worse and worse. She can show up in whatever form she wants, from a dragon to a bird or in human form but always with the same range of frequencies that are inherent to her.
There is an order in love, and everyone always have some very close loved ones at all levels. If one creates a deep conflict with the ones we love the most, as a result you can get the worst possible forms of heartbreak and darkness.
From the worst disappointments then, you generate a mass of broken aspects that wander in lower realms and one day we face that. Either that you encounter your own worst aspects or that for some reason you come across aspects of other people, but there is always a reason, they do not show up to you, "just because" or "just because they want to scare you or inflict fear on you without a real cause". There is always something very deep that they want to show to you. Maybe they are someone you need to forgive over time, who caused you suffering or you caused to them suffering.
There is a breaking point in which, if you reach the point in which you suffered too much, then you will close yourself and try to adopt an attitude of "just like how existence did not stop my suffering and did not care about my suffering I will not care to hurt my enemies or anyone at all". This point is very important to understand because this is the limit in which any being needs to remove this shield to access vulnerability and start going back to the light.
If there is something I have learned is that if a being suffers too much, there are three roads to follow:
-You can act by impulse and turn that suffering to repressed pain and anger and then use that broken state to hurt others.
-You can allow the suffering to consume your mental, emotional and physical bodies and lead to premature death.
-You can do your best to seek the cure by all means within yourself and love yourself in a physical reality were you are surrounded by negativity., then one by one answers come and eventually all will be understood.
You can see then, which road some beings have taken so far.
So even if you feel fear to look at that dragon, know that you are prepared to see these beings. It is less dangerous to come across a negative being in non-physical, than to come across a negative person in physical, because our physical experiences is what creates monsters in lower realms. Ask the dragon why he/she needs or your own heart why this dragon showed up.
Blessings to you all