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@Maryann I had not seen it but...omg I could write a book on an unsolved mystery about two particular soulmates that I could not meet in this lifetime but who I remember since 2012 consciously, and unconsciously since...I have memory. So here goes the story my friends:
Very difficult connections, it was most definitely impossible to meet them, but it all started during some soul retrieval exercises with a pendulum, hearing memories of the past, very confusing stuff and then seeing first a man in visions and from time to time in dreams. I wondered if he was residing in the ethers but it wasn't until 2014 that I saw a Facebook account that had as avatar an ET with long neck, like how first I perceived this man to look like in an ET form. Then, when I looked into the account...what a shock to see pictures of him, looking identical to the man I would see in meditation and dreams...even more shocking was all the information he had there...so many elements that matched the way I would feel his energies, hear those memories and part of his energy guiding me and lots of images about things he liked and disliked.
That same year, months later, for the first time I saw all of a sudden in my third eye a woman speaking to me, so confusing at first, because it all felt like a curve ball. I somehow recognized her energy and I cannot even remember exactly what she told me but that she is very close to my soul and very important, and that there was a lot of healing work to do in relationship to her. Later on I had some dreams and visions.
Sadly this year, it was brought to my awareness that even though the man was very young, he seems to have passed away and it seems this was also the case for the woman, perhaps around the same time he left. It has been almost a year since he stopped using his accounts, even Youtube accounts and no one has ever heard from him. But I could gather information about him that I know I was meant to know, that pointed towards him being just too traumatized to continue, he was really going nowhere in life and the same seems to have been the case for the woman who was actually her partner, and they were both looking for each other. I checked with an astrologer to see his chart and he said he basically had an impossible chart to deal with. I have this strong feeling that one day I also came across an account that was the account of the lady, and it was evident she was looking for him, but a few days later after I found her, the whole network was gone!! I looked for her everywhere and asked people who might have known her...and nothing. Only one friend recognized her partially, and she said that the lady had a very difficult energy.
It has been a very sober experience, confusing, because I was looking forward to meeting them both one day, and they were partners in so many past lives with lots of problems but in their last incarnation they could not even meet. The whole situation has shown to me that love transcends the barriers of time and space and everyday I work with their energies, to heal lots of past lives, and in spirit form the guy told me that he had no plans of coming back because he was just too traumatized for that but that up there it is easier for them and he is recovering. I never contacted him in Facebook btw, I knew it was not a good idea and I do not really regret it. More and more I am being shown all the reasons why we were not meant to connect in the physical plane and why they vanished from the physical. Over time, the connection with them has evolved in such a way that I remember them so clearly now, their energy, their looks, the conflicts but also the love shared with them. They are like guides but more than guides, simply family. An awkward family lol.
