Anyone else having illness or confusion or odd things messing with their energy since July 2019? (1 Viewer)

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therium

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But some big changes seemed to start in July 2019 for me, and I was real sick for over 3 weeks in October 2019, I even missed a week of work and had 4 visits to the doctor. Some bad congestion turned into bacterial bronchitis and I was really weak, which rarely happens to me. I get sick and tired sometimes but rarely this weak. Sometimes I just felt dizzy. Then about Oct 18 I took a trip to see my sister, and everything worked out to get me to see an intuitive healer on Oct 22, where I had a big release of negative energy. It was amazing.

People are sick left and right at work and missing several days of work also.

Has anyone else had any other odd things happening to them that might be caused by energy fluctuations, or great change?
 

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The beginning of summer actually was the release for me. I suffered from depression pretty terribly last year and cried most days. Around June or into July, it seemed to all change. I felt lighter and stopped crying. And coming into October, I've felt heavier again.
I've honestly wondered this a little too, if there was something energetic that went on.

As for the depression, I've flirted with the idea that there are alternate timelines where the trigger for it comes back into my life, and I'm being influenced by them. The idea came when I had deja vu (which happens ridiculously frequently to me) and in the deja vu, I could sense what would happen next. The feeling of events proceeding the sensation (not what actually ended up happening) would be negative or have something happen that would induce anxiety.
Anyway, a little off the point.
I'm interested to see if anyone else has noticed an energetic thing therein too.
 

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I'm interested to see if anyone else has noticed an energetic thing therein too.
Lots. And it's not just me. There is so much going on it is often hard to keep up. Fortunately, much of this work has its own 'out-of-time'-line. I find myself craving time to just sit and 'go inward' a lot. Not quite sure what I am doing there a lot of the time but then I snap out of it and get on with my day refreshed and feeling more 'sorted out'. Fortunately my family has been allowing me time to just be as I really need it.

Along with this I am having lots of 'memories' or fragments that I piece together to describe stories of what I am pretty sure are past lives. These fit in with events in my daily life, mostly in unexpected and helpful ways. It really makes sense of some patterns; my own and that of people close to me. I include my dreams here as they have been extra vivid and memorable. This area of my life has taken on a lot of prominence despite a busy work and home life schedule. I strongly suspect that recalling such memories is why I have such a need for time to myself. This will probably make a lot of sense to Janne, who did a reading for me, if she remembers any of it. Thanks to her for putting those pieces into place for me. It is really helpful information with its own 'logic':-D

Around me, many folks are dealing with significant health issues, deaths in some families, big shifts in relationships; all kinds of 'giant' stuff. I am there, holding space for the most part, asking questions, helping out as best I can; again, mostly just by being there and holding space or being grateful with friends, family and strangers in the midst of crises. It does amaze me how powerful a tool that can be; holding space. When done with full attention to whatever is there for someone it somehow seems to allow them to 'pop up' with an answer to what is bothering them or to come to peace with an issue, eg a health crisis, that they can only accept. Once accepted, they are so much better able to move on without the load of baggage that had previously accompanied them; eg anger, anxiety, sadness etc. At any rate, holding space seems to find resolution to 'irresolvable' issues in what I can sometimes only call 'magical' ways. Some of the folks doing this are the last people I would have expected to have accepted this type of solution.

I'd say the first signs of it started in July though for me it really got rolling around midAugust. And it has just kept right on steamrolling along.
Another piece that has been key for me is taking the time out for myself to do something beautiful that I love even when it feels like it's least likely to happen, eg I don't seem to have time for any such 'holidays' and yet they are vital so I put a lot of energy into making that time. It is worth it.
Going out in nature and especially to Pucksterguy's camp with some of the RT was a great example. I came back so much more refreshed and able to deal with all this even though it really seemed (up until the last minute) a miracle that I was able to carve out the time to go.
 
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The past month or so has been a living nightmare for me. Subjected and placed in a space that is below my vibrational level. The rug completely pulled from under my feet and disconnected from love, compassion and understanding. I've never experienced such pain and anxiety symptoms in all my life. Panic attacks, depression, self realisations and injected fear has me completely isolated from friends and family. Everytime I try to wriggle and do something to help myself I am met with an even bigger obstacle to push through. I know I'm dealing with intergenerational trauma at the highest caliber. I've seen the signs but shifting and manifesting into a new one has proven most difficult with so much distraction. I have evolved much over the past year. Shedding the layer's that once we're me. Sculpting and forming into a new version but seems it was Maya, an illusion of desire and mistrust. The foundations were built on hope and dreams yet the structure was supported by greed and expectations. We cannot pour from an empty cup and expect to be quenched when there are others wanting to drink aswell. The reflections are deep and they attract much darkness. I am holding my own space for myself and trying not to tread on the many traps surrounding me. I need to find myself, my spark, my light, my will to fight as my flight has been delayed.
 
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Here are some more weird things going on with my wife. We work in the same building. We arrive at work about 6am. She visited me early one AM about 7am. One day she told me "Ooo, banana bread sounds good". Then at 8am my coworker comes in with banana bread, which she had to have made the night before.

On Fridays I often get out before my wife does. So I go home and start thinking of a project I would like to try, but for this one project, I need a metal bar which I do not have. I wonder where I can get this metal bar of a specific diameter. A few hours later my wife comes home with the perfect metal bar she found and gives it to me! Lots of little stuff like this happens to her.

But there is unexplained healing going on with me too. My blood pressure is going down, I'm losing weight by cutting out processed carbs and processed sugars, and some other "old man" things have cleared up too.
 
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For me these last months have also been strange. July to September were more positive for me but especially October has been very heavy on me.

In July my main freelance contract stopped. Since then I only got rejections for a lot of reasons although the interviews I had were very interesting and pleasant.
Apparently the universe doesn't want me to go that way.
In the mean time I had a new opportunity at an outdoor company that at first seemed really good but there was a big catch. The owner was very restrictive which made the atmosphere not really good. The coworkers were really nice people but I could feel the sense of fear and unhappiness under the surface. This drained me so I made a decision half of October to leave, although it was hard because there was also much to learn there. In a previous job I stayed much too long in such a position thinking the job could compensate for the atmosphere but this is not possible for me.

On the family side my son had a big crash with the bicycle which made him stay overnight in the hospital but he had a lot of luck with the accident. Here the universe seems to point the importance of family to me again. From my guides I get that I have to go to my den to rest but I always want to do something.

On the spiritual side there seems to be a lot of integration going on which I feel in all the muscles of my body. In the back side (heart chakra) there is a constant pressure. I have done shamanic journeys and Reiki on this which alleviates it temporarily but I can't get it resolved. I think this is also the reason that my back muscles get cramped.

I hope things get more clear the next weeks because not having direction starts being hard.
 
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Wow everyone, there is a lot going on here... I too felt a change several months ago. And the change(s) seem to be hard to put a finger on. All I know is something feels different, and mostly doesn't feel good. It often feels heavy. I often feel disconnected from my intuition. I often struggle for motivation. I don't like it! But... I am accepting it and going with the FLOW. Not that long ago, it would have put me into fear mode. Not now. I am just holding fast to trust and belief; my "knowing" that everything is as it is supposed to be, and that I (apparently more like WE!) will come out the other side of this phase stronger than ever. More "in tune" than ever. Whatever is happening is part of the PLAN, which means that all IS well - and all WILL BE well.

Hang in there everyone. I don't think this phase will be super-long.
 

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In approx. June I got diagnosed with Fatty Liver Disease, which is more like a metabolic syndrome, very much mixed up with Diabetes, which I have carried for so long. I found out your liver and your pancreas like to talk to each other, but when they are out of order / out of synch they can't send their messages properly, and that's when Non-Alcoholic Fatty Liver Disease kicks in (NAFL). Funny, because alcohol has never been a factor in my lifestyle. So your liver can go bananas without it. But along the way in the last few months, different specialists have waved green flags and said things are going pretty well, stable, etc, no need to increase medication, etc.

And I feel that just being a high-vibe person is helping to keep those levels stable, etc. Being careful what I think about. Knocking any stalking negativity out of the park before it gets up to its antics in the physical manifestation department. I think after years of being on this journey, I have developed a raft of trust, and I just let that raft take me on this journey I am on now.
 

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I hope things get more clear the next weeks because not having direction starts being hard.
yesterday was a good day. In the morning I was going over the numerological meaning of all the hours I had seen during the night and this gave me some peace of mind. One of the points that struck me was the need to stop following and decide on my own direction as anything is possible. Also yesterday I read in the "three waves of volunteers" that one of the missions of was to execute free will in this time of earth. People are free but don't consider themselves free because of "own" limitations you put upon yourself.
Also me writing the above down made me think.

So yesterday decided to follow an extra education to become an environmental coordinator for companies.
I always had the message that I need to be in both worlds (part spiritual, part "normal"). A complete spiritual "job" was not for me.
With the numerology yesterday there was also a part that said I would help people a lot spiritually but unpaid.
The above fits well with all my qualities and the spiritual messages so today I'm going to register.

So indeed everything is very turbulent. Just keep swimming.
a quote I always remembered: "It is very difficult in a river of change if you want to hold on to the edge of the river and try to stay in place. If you let go and go to the middle of the river the effort is less and everything changes around you without effort".
 

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well to write so in time is a hard thing for me

i had no real bad illneses luckilly but i more found a way to skip to go to the doctor for a thing that is in reality nothing, so 3 rules, minimum electro smock, the right tea and enough liquid, and much bed rest, i don t know for sure when that episode was

more in another way is my body is against my paid work and i can but good understand it, so i try my best in doing a mimum of bad mouvements, the ones of today i sense more than the other days
 
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Here are some more weird things going on with my wife. We work in the same building. We arrive at work about 6am. She visited me early one AM about 7am. One day she told me "Ooo, banana bread sounds good". Then at 8am my coworker comes in with banana bread, which she had to have made the night before.

On Fridays I often get out before my wife does. So I go home and start thinking of a project I would like to try, but I need a metal bar. I wonder where I can get this metal bar of a specific diameter. A few hours later my wife comes home with the perfect metal bar she found and gives it to me! Lots of little stuff like this happens to her.

But there is unexplained healing going on with me too. My blood pressure is going down, I'm losing weight by cutting out processed carbs and processed sugars, and some other "old man" things have cleared up too.

not in the time frame you mentioned but i had a moment i needed but more water to drink and a loss of about 4 kg i can t really figure out why it happened but feel better
 
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My guess/intuition says: The instability in energy, or something, seems to be increasing. Perhaps this is related to the Schumann frequency. Sometimes the energy drops down, which can seem negative, but then shoots back up, which can have bad side effects if our physical body is not used to that energy. While my blood pressure dropped to normal quickly over the past 4 weeks, yesterday I was real tired, sluggish, and confused. Yesterday was also the 3rd day I was drinking a partial can of Bang energy drink, which I think has artificial sweeteners, but the ingredients were blurry and hard to read, so I could not confirm that.

OTOH, I did ask my spirit guides to send me more energy, that I'm ready for higher frequency, and this fatigue and weakness was a result of their test to see what I can handle.

Fun fact, on my big release of negative energy on Oct 22 I didn't feel bad much after the event. I have a habit of having delayed reactions, especially to emotional things, so maybe now I'm having the reaction to that release.
 
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My guess: The instability in energy, or something, seems to be increasing. Perhaps this is related to the Schumann frequency. Sometimes the energy drops down, which can seem negative, but then shoots back up, which can have bad side effects if our physical body is not used to that energy. While my blood pressure dropped to normal quickly over the past 4 weeks, yesterday I was real tired, sluggish, and confused. Yesterday was also the 3rd day I was drinking a partial can of Bang energy drink, which I think has artificial sweeteners, but the ingredients were blurry and hard to read, so I could not confirm that.

OTOH, I did ask my spirit guides to send me more energy, that I'm ready for higher frequency, and this fatigue and weakness was a result of their test to see what I can handle.

Fun fact, on my big release of negative energy on Oct 22 I didn't feel bad much after the event. I have a habit of having delayed reactions, especially to emotional things, so maybe now I'm having the reaction to that release.
I love it when we answer our own questions! And I should say, that setting ourselves a test and then going through it to pass it with flying colours is the stamp and mark of the soul journey.
 
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It's been weird for me since the 10/10 portal for sure!
Lots of stuff up for review, lots of inner talk, more effort being in stillness and inner peace, more efforting in lots of areas.
Some days I'm exceptionally grateful to still have all my abilities in light of such swirling turbulent energies!

This was expected on some level as I'd had a heads up from our Palladian friends to expect this. It's supposed to lighten back up again after Feb 7th if I remember correctly.
 

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What's expected Jan 12?
It's a Pluto/Saturn conjunction at 22 degrees Capricorn.

I don't want to be a negative reporter, but most mentions of this highlight how disruptive this transit is, however I prefer to think that with challenge, people will have the opportunity to find the best in themselves, and perhaps to re-invent themselves.

“The Saturn-Pluto combination represents crises that come about as the normal, lawful, and predictable manifestations of Saturn are challenged by the need for deep and fundamental changes in the system, which are indicated by Pluto. Saturn-Pluto change is likely to impose some kind of restriction on our freedom of movement or upon our resources.”

https://mauihawaiitheworld.wordpress.com/2016/11/20/future-predictions-when-saturn-conjuncts-pluto-in-2020/
 

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The energies get easier to deal with Lila.
Ah, yes, I'd read about that though I came away with the impression that this is the start of a cycle rather than a day's worth of event/s. I guess the actual conjunction is Jan 12, start of the cycle.

I also came away with the impression that this cycle can bring much change that can be, like this article states, very disruptive (reading this article makes it sound much like the number 16 "Tower" card in the tarot) but also welcome change. Some more 'desirable' (to some folks) examples were the social changes of the 60s social and sexual revolutions, the bursting of the gender glass ceilings of the 80s and similar. So, again, I came away with a rather more positive impression; that the change is likely welcome change though to some it will look and feel disruptive. To others it will bring great opportunities which could otherwise never have happened.
I guess that is change for you; welcome to some, not so welcome to others.

Another thing that caught my eye was that it is likely to be about resources and how they are used/abused. The example of earth's resources was given as a possible area of change. For example, we could use this cycle to come closer to understanding and being in touch with the earth and how to live in harmony with her resources which is something which has gotten way out of balance. That, to me, would be very welcome. It's take great change to get there from where we now are, for sure!

I'm guessing that some of our astrologers will chime in as the time gets closer.
For now, I certainly feel like I have my hands full!
 

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it seems certain firms start to change how they do their packages, bio plastic seems to arrive more and more, so it can be in a more visible plastic reduction that is consumed a main problem in society
 

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Ah, yes, I'd read about that though I came away with the impression that this is the start of a cycle rather than a day's worth of event/s. I guess the actual conjunction is Jan 12, start of the cycle.


I also came away with the impression that this cycle can bring much change that can be, like this article states, very disruptive (reading this article makes it sound much like the number 16 "Tower" card in the tarot) but also welcome change. Some more 'desirable' (to some folks) examples were the social changes of the 60s social and sexual revolutions, the bursting of the gender glass ceilings of the 80s and similar. So, again, I came away with a rather more positive impression; that the change is likely welcome change though to some it will look and feel disruptive. To others it will bring great opportunities which could otherwise never have happened.
I guess that is change for you; welcome to some, not so welcome to others.

Another thing that caught my eye was that it is likely to be about resources and how they are used/abused. The example of earth's resources was given as a possible area of change. For example, we could use this cycle to come closer to understanding and being in touch with the earth and how to live in harmony with her resources which is something which has gotten way out of balance. That, to me, would be very welcome. It's take great change to get there from where we now are, for sure!

I'm guessing that some of our astrologers will chime in as the time gets closer.
For now, I certainly feel like I have my hands full!
Very well said. Thanks.
 
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I'm guessing that some of our astrologers will chime in as the time gets closer.
How do astrologers do a chart for something like a country? Do they do a natal chart using some date? Which date would they use for a country?

In late October my sister did 2 tarot card readings, one for me, one for her, and pulled up a website with tarot card readings for that week in October. All 3 had the Tower and all 3 indicated great change, destruction of old ways, and rebirth of new ways.
 
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