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KarlaSM
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I had one of the most intense experiences ever during a meditation. I was feeling very bad physically, I often do because of a disease but there are some better days than others. I know that there is much progress though, but today was just another difficult day. I often do my own past life regression work to heal traumas that affect my life in this current timeline. There are lots of methods that my own guidance has taught me over time.
I opened up to deep ancient wounds from past lives, in relationship to some soulmates who subconsciously in this timeline affect me, mostly in my physical condition. It has been a conscious ongoing healing path since 2012, to break free from these connections. Whenever I open up to them, I process many things like feelings of loss, of missing them, of anger, of not wanting to know of them, of fear...and also of love. It is usually then when my physical condition worsens a lot, so after I integrate much trauma from these past lives, I need to do additional healing work to close the door even further to these timelines.
What I do next then, is that I ask my heart for help, and she always replies, and shows to me the way, to certain aspects of my own soul that can help me even further to complete the task.
Today she guided me to one of the most beautiful places I have ever seen in meditation. It was a beautiful peaceful place with a very large lake in the middle of some very very tall rock formations, like some sort of valley. The sky was pink and soft orange, like a very subtle sunset. Then, in the middle of the lake at a distance, there was a small rock formation where I met a very beautiful man in the form of a large mammal, standing on two feet with a fat body and long hairs. The being was similar to a panda bear but not precisely. He hugged me and then a female being of the same race greeted me and invited me to her house to recover and to heal. I was opening my heart even further to the experience while she guided me and showed to me her home. First we entered a tunnel in the middle of a green area, she said that they live in small communities like towns and usually build their homes inside tunnels and their lives are in general very peaceful. Only from time to time they might have a problem related to the communities, but they have no wars, in general it is all very peaceful and beautiful.
Her home felt so cozy while she spoke to me in a very sweet maternal way, her furniture is made of wood and they shower with the water that flows within the tunnels and have very clean systems for waste management.
I began crying so much so badly, and she hugged me while I cried and I started calling her "Mama, mama" and she told me that everything was ok, that she was merging with my heart because she is an aspect of my soul, from a distant past in some other civilization. She also helped me so much to remove the energies of these soulmates from my body and they were refusing to leave. She said that part of them intend all the time to instill guilt within my soul because of ancient conflicts but that no one can fool her. She protected me with her warmth and then merged even further, while I kept crying and feeling so at home in that place, since I saw the lake and felt her loving presence.
I felt physically so much better after the experience. I have seen many planets and beings, and aspects of my soul but this place in particular and this aspect felt so much like home. She told me that I could go visit her whenever I want to recover and to heal and feel the peace in my soul.
I am currently working on some art pieces related to the places I visit for healing purposes in meditation/regression but this one in particular is something that has touched my heart so deeply, and when I have completed many, I will share them in this forum. 
I opened up to deep ancient wounds from past lives, in relationship to some soulmates who subconsciously in this timeline affect me, mostly in my physical condition. It has been a conscious ongoing healing path since 2012, to break free from these connections. Whenever I open up to them, I process many things like feelings of loss, of missing them, of anger, of not wanting to know of them, of fear...and also of love. It is usually then when my physical condition worsens a lot, so after I integrate much trauma from these past lives, I need to do additional healing work to close the door even further to these timelines.
What I do next then, is that I ask my heart for help, and she always replies, and shows to me the way, to certain aspects of my own soul that can help me even further to complete the task.
Today she guided me to one of the most beautiful places I have ever seen in meditation. It was a beautiful peaceful place with a very large lake in the middle of some very very tall rock formations, like some sort of valley. The sky was pink and soft orange, like a very subtle sunset. Then, in the middle of the lake at a distance, there was a small rock formation where I met a very beautiful man in the form of a large mammal, standing on two feet with a fat body and long hairs. The being was similar to a panda bear but not precisely. He hugged me and then a female being of the same race greeted me and invited me to her house to recover and to heal. I was opening my heart even further to the experience while she guided me and showed to me her home. First we entered a tunnel in the middle of a green area, she said that they live in small communities like towns and usually build their homes inside tunnels and their lives are in general very peaceful. Only from time to time they might have a problem related to the communities, but they have no wars, in general it is all very peaceful and beautiful.
Her home felt so cozy while she spoke to me in a very sweet maternal way, her furniture is made of wood and they shower with the water that flows within the tunnels and have very clean systems for waste management.
I began crying so much so badly, and she hugged me while I cried and I started calling her "Mama, mama" and she told me that everything was ok, that she was merging with my heart because she is an aspect of my soul, from a distant past in some other civilization. She also helped me so much to remove the energies of these soulmates from my body and they were refusing to leave. She said that part of them intend all the time to instill guilt within my soul because of ancient conflicts but that no one can fool her. She protected me with her warmth and then merged even further, while I kept crying and feeling so at home in that place, since I saw the lake and felt her loving presence.
I felt physically so much better after the experience. I have seen many planets and beings, and aspects of my soul but this place in particular and this aspect felt so much like home. She told me that I could go visit her whenever I want to recover and to heal and feel the peace in my soul.
I am currently working on some art pieces related to the places I visit for healing purposes in meditation/regression but this one in particular is something that has touched my heart so deeply, and when I have completed many, I will share them in this forum.
