Slayer, I am exhausted yet have complete respect toward those that need to go off planet and recharge.
I have chosen to imbed myself, through career choice, in the heart of an old institution that will be at the center of collapse when it happens. It feels as if I am sticking a spear of light into the heart of the dragon, by the sheer act of walking into my workplace. The place is filled with negativity and I spend a lot of time and money on maintaining my energy field and my strength. It is 100% worth it. I am able to turn the sail in the light/right direction multiple times a day (here come the Legend of Zelda- Windwalker references).
The trick, now that I've read Return of the Light, is how to pass through the correct doorway after transitioning into the non-physical. I trust that my Divine Human self knows whether or not we want to stay inside the wheel of karma (er, prison system) or go back home. Meanwhile, it is my plan to have a front row seat until that time.
Ya, the 3 waves of star seeds is an interesting concept. Did you ever read Ken Carey books back in the early 90's? Return of the Bird Tribes, Starseed Transmissions, etc. I feel like the first wave was described in those.
It would be interesting for me to know what you, as one who has decided to stay and give your energy to helping the birth of the new earth, think about those who have decided to go home?
There was a time when I felt kind of bad about having made that choice. I even left the transient FB group because I felt I didn't fit in with all those lovely people who adored Mother Earth. I couldn't understand, had they forgotten their homeworlds?
I feel quite exhausted from sticking around for quite a long time. When I heard the theory of Dolores Cannon about the 3 waves of starseeds, I laughed out loud because what she considers to be the first must be one of the most recent ones.